Losing is losing, there aren't different degrees of losing. You either win a championship or you're s---. It's very black & white to me)
Generally speaking, envy, resentment, and self-pity are disastrous modes of thoughts.Self-pity gets fairly close to paranoia, and paranoia is one of the very hardest things to reverse.
Music is the universal language of mankind.
I'm not going to change who I am just because people want me to be something else.