The writer is either a practicing recluse or a delinquent, guilt-ridden one.

I'm just me. I'm not trying to be anyone else.

"你越是试图控制谎言，它就越控制你。"

"We all want things to stay the same. Settle for living instead."

I'm not going to be someone I'm not.

The true spirit of delight, the exaltation, the sense of being more than Man, which is the touchstone of the highest excellence, is to be found in mathematics as surely as in poetry.

他走进灰暗的光线中站着，在那一瞬间他看到了世界的绝对真相。无遗嘱的地球冷酷无情的旋转。无法平息的黑暗。太阳的盲犬在奔跑。宇宙中粉碎一切的黑洞。某处两只被追猎的动物像地洞里的狐狸一样颤抖。借来的时间、借来的世界和借来的眼睛，用来哀叹这一切。

The past is not a shadow but a living presence.