When you're depressed, It always helps to lean your head on your arm. Arms like to feel useful.
The idea that we will make a society where literally everybody is graded, the good at the top, bad at the bottom, exactly done as it should be, is impossible. There are simply too many random factors: accidents, accidents of birth, accidents of things dropping on people's heads, illnesses, etc. We will never get to grade them, never get to grade people as they should.
永远不要让恐惧决定你的未来。
我不知道我想要什么。我反复无常、不表态、被动;我喜欢不确定、无边界;我喜欢持续的不确定性。