她决定，要真正成为一个书呆子，你必须更喜欢虚构的世界而不是现实世界。
To really be a nerd, she’d decided, you had to prefer fictional worlds to the real one.
I write to understand what hurts me and to make it exist outside of myself.
写作是一种活两次的方式，既活在当下又活在回忆中。
To be a sailor of the world bound for all ports.
The discipline of desire is the background of character.