The growing good of the world is partly dependent on unhistoric acts; and that things are not so ill with you and me as they might have been, is half owing to the number who lived faithfully a hidden life, and rest in unvisited tombs. ― George Eliot, Middlemarch
The artist is of no importance. Only what he creates is important.
Stay calm, accept the current self, do well, and often you can do things well: ordinary people can also do extraordinary things.
I'm the reason your life is so messed.