我希望我的艺术成为一声尖叫、一声哭泣、一声呐喊。
Make decisions when you are ready, not under pressure. Others will always push you to make a decision for their own purposes, internal politics, or some other external need. But you can almost always say, “I need a little more time to think about this. I’ll get back to you.” This tactic is very effective at defusing even the most difficult and uncomfortable situations.
You should write, first of all, to please yourself. You shouldn't care a damn about anybody else at all.