You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.
"We are all broken, that's how the light gets in."
I've found time can heal most anything, and you just might find what you're looking for.
The difference between a policy and a crusade is that a policy is judged by its results, while a crusade is judged by how good it makes its crusaders feel.