我痴迷于重塑自我。我痴迷于成为爱的战士。
I'm obsessed with reinvention. I'm obsessed with being a warrior for love.
I'm a failed poet. Maybe every novelist wants to write poetry first, finds he can't, and then tries the short story, which is the most demanding form after poetry. And, failing at that, only then does he take up novel writing.