"The best way to predict the future is to shape it."
I think the best thing you can do is to be grateful for what you have.
Retire into yourself and ask yourself this question: Must I write? If the answer is yes, then you must keep writing.
戏剧不是散文,也不应该被当作散文来对待。
The great secret that all old people share is that you really haven't changed in seventy or eighty years. Your body changes, but you don't change at all. And that, of course, causes great confusion.