她感到一种奇怪的归属感,仿佛终于找到了自己在世界上的位置。
It was like when you make a move in chess and just as you take your finger off the piece, you see the mistake you’ve made, and there’s this panic because you don’t know yet the scale of disaster you’ve left yourself open to.
The soul should always stand ajar, ready to welcome the ecstatic experience.