It's not supposed to be easy.Anyone who finds it easy is stupid.
You have to write the book that wants to be written. And if the book will be too difficult for grown-ups, then you write it for children.
"Man, unlike any other thing organic or inorganic in the universe, grows beyond his work, walks up the stairs of his concepts, emerges ahead of his accomplishments."
"In the end, we are all just stories. Make yours worth telling."