今天很残酷，明天更残酷，后天很美好，但绝对大部分是死在明天晚上，所以每个人不要放弃今天。
I'd get this good feeling about all the things that I could be. And then I never became any of them.
当时我有种能成为任何栋梁之才的感觉,但结果什么也没成。
The writer must believe that what he is doing is the most important thing in the world. And he must hold to this illusion even when he knows it is not true.