I'm not a gangster, I'm far from it.
我不知道接下来要做什么,但我对此感到兴奋。
When I got to 40 or so... I had the sense when I looked back over my life I would actually see a mess of decisions, a few of which I had thought about, some of which I had sort of stumbled on, and many that I had no control over whatsoever.